My First Interview  posté le jeudi 26 novembre 2009 08:15

I went to a job market on Dec’20th and delivered several resumes to some companies. I never imagined that I received a call for an interview on the next morning. Surprising! This call came from Mindray Company, which is a little famous company about medical devices in Shenzhen. It is said that the pressures in this company are tremendously high and employees have few weekends in the whole year though the salaries maybe better than others. The reason that I delivered my resume to this company is that employees may practice in many aspects and they can challenge themselves constantly. I think it is really necessary for young people to practice in some high pressures companies, though it may be busier and tired for their daily jobs.

 I applied for a position called “international product specialist” in Mindray. You know, I had little time to prepare this interview and I only asked a senior brother who has been accepted by this company about some successful experience. Besides, I asked a friend to check out my English introduction. I also read the introduction and products of Mindray till midnight on the net. This is the first interview in my life, therefore I tried my best to prepare it well and I was indeed extremely excited for this interview.

On the next day morning, there are seven candidates attended this interview, including five handsome boys and two pretty girls. The leaders asked us to answer some questions at the same time, and there are three items for us to answer. Firstly, we had to introduce ourselves in English. Secondly, we should express our opinions about which was more important when a new product entered into international market, price or brand? Thirdly, we should debate our opinions of last item and elect someone to conclude it finally.

 I think I developed all my abilities on this interview, and I promised that the English introduction made me stand out at the beginning. However, I don’t think I answered right and appropriately in the following tests, because I have no experiences before. Moreover, it is a considerably formal interview and the majority of us wore formal suits. I felt pressures when I first saw these candidates because I only wore white shirt, jean and gym shoes. Yeah, I am too childish to wear the clothes which symbolize the students in the campus compare to them who wore formal business suits. It is reported that students may not be accepted until they took part in at least three interviews. One boy of us successfully entered into the next turn, and I failed in my first interview in my whole life.

I still felt regretted that I couldn’t be one member of Mindray though it may be normal for a student who failed in her first interview in her life. However, this kind of experience brought a lot of thoughts for me and made me awaken that I was only a student who had few abilities and no working experiences. I should accurately treat my situation and shouldn’t overrate myself. In the past, I regarded me as an excellent girl because I accomplished my master degree in an influencing university. What a false opinion it is! Diplomas, in fact, only prove that you have studied something, but it never mean that you have already transferred them into your abilities. In modern society, abilities or competences are indubitably more important than diplomas.

I shouldn’t look down upon myself because I know that I have great potentials to do some significant jobs. However, I also should realize that there is still a long way for me to go if I am eager to be a special person in this world.

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薄奠  posté le jeudi 03 septembre 2009 09:08

詩人艾青在他的成名作《大堰河——我的保姆》裡有這樣的詩句——

“大堰河她走了,含恨地走了,她走時,他的乳兒不在她的旁側……

她走了,含恨地走了,而她的乳兒不在她的旁側。 ”

回環反复,勾起人無限的憂傷無奈和痛惜。

再讀這一首詩歌的時候,經意不經意間我就想起了我的外公。我的心裡也充盈著一股厚重的無奈哀惋痛惜。因為外公去的時候,我也是不在他的旁側。

那是我到外地讀書的第二年。寒假到了,終於可以一拋學業的重負,歡欣愜意的玩玩了。

回到家裡,我到處找媽媽,卻找不到,隔壁的嬸嬸告訴我,媽媽在另一個嬸嬸家,我就歡快的跑去,見到媽媽的時候,她正坐著,和那個嬸嬸說話,一看見我,就有些眼淚花花的,嘆了一口氣:“哎,你回來晚了;沒趕上給你外公送埋!”

那一刻,突然有一種重重的跌落的感覺:“外公——送埋?!外公怎麼啦?!”

當我真正的領悟這句話背後的意蘊,我的臉色一下子變得煞白。

嬸嬸在一旁埋怨媽媽:“你啊,你,一見孩子,怎麼就說這?!你看看,剛才還高高興興的,這會兒臉色就變成這樣子啦!”

媽媽又在一旁獨自喃喃道:“去了也好;年紀那麼大了,身體又是那樣子,腿不好,走不了,喉嚨也不好,常常是喘啊喘的,看得人心裡直難受!”

“行了,行了;你看看孩子的臉色,煞白煞白的,別說那些啦!”嬸嬸又在一旁勸慰媽媽。

“回吧!”媽媽一邊往起站,一邊說:“本來說給你打電話,讓你見你外公最後一眼;可你快考試了,又怕影響你;你舅舅就不讓給你打電話。哎,沒想到你外公去的時候,你這個他最疼的外孫卻不在他身邊,哎!”

我跟在媽媽後面,一種很失落的感覺;見到媽媽之前的餓那種歡快喜悅已經到了九宵雲外,無法再觸及。

我看不見自己的臉色,但是我可以肯定那是一種怎樣的陰鬱。

整整一天,我呆在自己的房間裡,沒有出來,也不想吃飯,不想喝水;眼前撲閃著外公的面影:一個瘦削而病弱但是依然顯露著一股書卷氣的老人在一片陰翳裡,緩緩的翻動著書頁,他那一雙手,也已經像他的臉一樣,顯出歷經滄桑之後的衰老,粗糙的讓人不忍一睹!

在我的記憶裡面,外公就是這樣的。

但是,聽爺爺說:外公年輕的時候,並不是這樣子;他是一個書塾的先生——爺爺就是他的學生;外公魁偉高大,英俊之中又流露著一股書卷氣,顯得溫文爾雅;風衣,禮帽,文明杖,更襯托出他的超凡脫俗——這就是年輕時候的外公。

爺爺說,外公常常拿著一把戒尺,那個學生淘氣了,就得伸出手,接受懲罰。

爺爺沒有說過外公是怎樣上課的,但是,我想那一定像魯迅的《從百草園到三味書屋》裡的哪個老先生一樣,很自得拖長了聲音給學生讀一些東西吧。

他的學生也可能會一個一個走到他的跟前,去背書;那時候,他們肯定都是懷著一種怯怯的感覺吧,我在想,他們肯定會急急的看看外公的臉色,又趕緊把 頭低下,顳顬著:“人之初,性本善。性相近,習相遠。勾不教,性乃遷……”外公則一臉威嚴,用一種挑剔的眼光審視自己的學生。有時候,碰一碰書桌上的戒 尺,當然,只是一種自然或者不自然的習慣,並不是要可以地去懲罰誰!

外公的那些學生也肯定會把自己的功課拿給老師,讓老師審閱;外公則用毛筆在學生們的功課上批上蠅頭小楷——外公的毛筆字寫的很漂亮;也可能像他那 樣受過嚴格的國學訓練的人都是那樣啊;在我十三四歲的時候,我曾經纏著外公給我寫幾個字,外公拗不過我,就用我的毛筆蘸上墨汁,在一張白紙上給我寫下了這 樣一句話:“靜坐常思自己過,閒談勿論他人非!”十四個字是那樣的娟秀而可人,讓人一見就萌發愛憐之心。

我想:外公也一定會像我的小學的那一位老師那樣,給他的學生們講很多故事,也講項羽,講劉邦,講韓信;將淹沒在歷史裡的爾愚我乍,是是非非,講真善美,講假醜惡。

他也一定會給他的學生抄一些很有警醒的力度的話語:少年不努力,老大徒傷悲;紙上得來終覺淺,絕知此事需躬行;莫等閒,白了少年頭,空悲切!

他的學生會不會也像魯迅他們那樣,跑出去,在書塾外面的園子裡面,找知了的蛻了的皮,挖蚯蚓,掘草根;會不會有像魯迅那樣的學生,上課的時刻,低 著頭,偷偷地描圖畫,或者,那時候也有學生像我們現在的孩子,在上課的時候,偷偷的看一些課外書;那時侯,課外書一定很少,很少,只有那些七俠啊五鼠啊, 三國啊,儒林外史,水滸啊什麼,不會像現在這麼多吧!

外公看見了,會不會也像我們那個老師那樣,皺皺眉,卻不惱怒,只是想個其他的辦法,讓孩子們轉移視線,會嗎?因為我總覺得外公是一個非常和善的人,他不會惡狠狠的拿著戒尺敲打學生的頭的!

如果學生背書背不出來,外公會怎麼樣?他一定會把他當年求學的經歷講給學生——就像隨圓主人對黃生借書時候的一番語重心長,又想宋濂對自己同鄉的後生那樣,殷殷不倦。

他還一定會給學生講呂涇野狀元的故事。這是我們這個小縣城幾千年的歷史裡唯一的一個狀元郎!

有人說,他能夠高中榜首,全因為大宦官劉錦一句無心的“多口多口”的馬虎語,但是,外公不相信這樣的說法,這個縣城裡面每一個人都不會相信的。

外公會給學生們講呂狀元在高陵塔底下修縣誌時的一段佳話:他的朋友馬溪田不小心碰翻了酒盅,為了掩飾自己的粗心,就用一個手指把桌面上的酒引向我 們的狀元郎,微微一笑:“一渠流涇野!”遮掩的如此巧妙。我們的狀元郎卻更勝一酬,不慌不亂,兩個手指蘸酒,在桌面上劃下兩道印痕,還是淡然的一笑:“二 水灌溪田”“哈哈哈!”兩個人相視一笑,笑聲塔里面傳出,紮根於這一方土地,親近於這一方百姓。

外公肯定還會給他的學生門講在宮門外,皇帝故意刁難我們的狀元郎,他卻以自己的敏捷才思輕鬆化解,那從半空飄落的撕碎的聖旨啊,立即成了狀元脫口的奇詩妙歌,連皇帝都不禁駭然,從城門上走下來,要見識一下這個不同尋常的少年!

他一定會給他的學生講這些的,因為他就曾經給我講過這些;他說,他少年讀書的時候,就是在呂狀元的祠堂裡,在狀元威嚴的目光的注視下,他真的不敢有半分的懈怠,苦吟苦背,苦背哭吟,終於學有所成,成了一個書塾的先生。

外公一定是一個很好很好的先生。

但是,在後來那個混亂的年代裡,黑白顛倒,善惡不分,對錯莫辯,外公成了一個被世俗社會所不容的邪惡分子。

“來!把蒙某某拉上來!”戴著用報紙糊的高帽子的外公就被推推搡搡地推上來,那時,所有人都毫無原由的藐視這一個曾經倍受尊敬的先生,其實他們也不知道為什麼,只是看見大家蔑視,也跟著蔑視,完全是一種從眾的心態。

掃馬路,就他一個人,用一個大掃把,撲,撲,撲,掃啊,掃啊,那曾經握筆的手啊,只能笨拙的抱著掃把,那曾經對孩子們滿懷關愛的目光,只能對著灰突突的凹凸不平的土地。

不知道外公在沒有旁人的情況下會不會哭,會吧,因為,我知道,當一個受到磨難時候,那一種痛苦的心境,只有哭出來,他才能得到解脫,他才能得到解脫,真的,只有這樣,才能解脫,但是,如果你要問我原因,我也不能說出來。

不知道外公有沒有想過撒手人世,因為顧城說過一句“睡吧,閉上雙眼,世界就與你無關。”但是,他卻不能那樣子,不能拋下妻兒,尋找一個人的解脫,不是蓄而待發,將以有為,只是,在內心裡面,放不下那一份厚重的親情

人,有時,很複雜,有時,又很簡單。真的,就是這樣。當你一切都抓不住的時候,你所期盼的惟有親情,惟有親情,如此而已!

外婆卻忍受不了這樣螻蟻一樣的生活,含恨的死去了;那時,外公,你哭了嗎?你一定哭了,或者,在旁人眼裡,你冷石心腸,漠然以對,但你一定會哭,在沒有旁人的時候,你的眼淚會刷刷的流啊流啊,流啊流啊!

一個人越是脆弱,越害怕表現的脆弱,人在那個時候,是多麼的複雜,——生怕別人會洞穿自己的內心。你的外孫知道這一些,知道!他知道你一定為外婆哭過,哭地很傷心,很傷心。

看著自己的孩子因為自己而遭受別人的冷眼,你的心會不會有一種刀絞的感覺?

我想起了在我整日悶悶不樂的時候,媽媽的黯然,其實,每一個為人父母者都這樣,希望自己的孩子過的好一些,好一些。

你一定在心裡怪罪自己,怪罪自己不能給這個家一點點的溫馨,總覺得自己是一個家庭的罪人,不想也不敢去面對誰,為自己畫了一個圈,不想走出去,也不想別人走進來。

你的外孫說的對嗎?對嗎? !

噩夢般的日子終於結束了,外公,你笑了嗎?

但是在非人的磨難裡,你失去了健康,你的腿一到冬天就走不成路,你的喉嚨一到冬天就呼吸困難,你活著,但是,很累,是嗎?

記得,每年都有一段日子,我會把你接過來,在我們家住一段時間,那時,你的身體是非常的糟糕,常常都帶著好大好大的一包藥。

每天早上你都會起的很早,很早,端個小凳子,坐在桌子旁,很安靜的,很安靜的,不說話,也不望著什麼!

你等著媽媽給你燒一壺熱水,泡一壺茶,緩緩地,緩緩地,品著,一口一口,顯得很安詳,至少,在我眼裡,是這樣子,是嗎?

那時,你的心裡會不會想起外婆,會不會突然湧起一份傷感;你會不會想起那些對你進行過摧殘的人,會不會有一種微微的恨意? !

你不用開口,你的外孫知道你的內心。

夢想的泯滅,尊嚴的喪失,一切的一切都那麼飄杳的時候,我知道那是怎樣的心境!

曹操在過一個舊日朋友的墳墓前,曾經笑地腹痛而不能語,想起你的時候,你的外孫也會這樣的,還記得嗎?那一次,我把自己從舊書攤上買來的《三子 經》那個你看,後來卻發現這本書不見了,找啊找,找啊找,始終沒有找到,正當我懊惱自己粗心大意的時候,一次去看你,你卻給了我一些錢,對我說:“你給你 另買一本吧;這本就送給外公吧!”

外公,你一生的磨難都因為書,但是,現在,你卻還是對書愛的執著。

那時,我卻只能笑啦!笑外公在這方面的痴!

外公啊,我的身上流著你的血,我會不會把你走過的路再走一邊? !

還記得一次你給我們送一條小狗。小狗裝在帶子裡,來了,我們問:狗是什麼顏色的?

你搖搖頭:“不知道!”

所有的人都笑了,笑你,我也笑了,笑你。

其實,或許,每一個讀書人都是這樣吧!

就像希臘的那個哲學家,為了仰望天空,卻忽略了腳下的陷阱,是嗎?

你的外孫說的對嗎?

你去了,我第一次在你的靈前,是那樣的失落,無語,焚三隻香,煙霧裊裊,朦朧著人的思緒,透過這一片混沌,我看見你的和藹的遺像,你微微笑著,向著我,向著這個世界。

你不怪這個世界嗎?

外公,去吧,安心的去吧,到一個屬於你的世界,去和外婆團圓吧。但是,在夜深人靜的時候,別忘了你的外孫,你可以走進他的夢境,任他撲在你的懷裡,痛哭一場。

外公!去吧,你的外孫會記得在清明的時候祭奠你,那祭奠雖然單薄,卻寄予他全部的愛!

這一篇文章你怕讀不到吧,我會像韓愈那樣,他把寫給自己侄子的祭文焚燒給自己的侄子,因為只有這樣,兩個世界才能有所牽連,是嗎?我也會這樣做的!

我相信你一定會讀到我寫給你的祭文!

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My Hometown Willow  posté le mercredi 18 juin 2008 06:28

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I still remember when I was very younge people planting the willow in front of the door in every spring, it is the thing that I liked doing the most in the spring. Almost half time tide over in the troops of the south of the Five Ridges. Many masson pine, heterogeneous to think tree, many bajiao banana forest, many palm and little leaf eucalyptus outside the mountain range, scarce plant that the willow has become rare to see. In the homeland, there are places of water, there is willow; Someone's place, there is willow; Every place of the village, the willow grows into forest. Green willow green to pass dream of me, flicker happiness for childhood, leave I eternity infatuated.

When every spring come, the little it flies to the swallow, the oblique wind combs the willow, in different poses and with different expressions, pleasing. If it is fine, I always like carrying a book to linger on the tree, borrows that light yellow vivid green setting off, either look and watch intently or bow one's head and hesitate, " students ham and sing while taking a stroll and pursue " to sketch the contours of one pair affectedly ,Gain reputation by deception and win one "  Insatiable of learning and enterprising "  Good reputation. So I initial honor and a initial one false to engrave in the first willow shadow deeply, become history had no way of changing.

Wait until transplanting rice seedlings and sowing cotton season, the osiery is more graceful, the breeze strokes the face to come, white cotton fiber face empty one after another, how much does it appear simple and elegant when being fresh, I like roaming leisurely among the forest even more. Or young swallow oriole wear, fly during that time, sound its mild and indirect, add how much " whether osiery smell warblers " Interest and charm. If that green Yang has out the red man's green daughter of season of several pairs of loves by the dyke of Bai Sha outside the smoke, haunt during that time in cheerful chatting of the joyous song, then the artistic conception is far-reachinger and longer. Many years later, I am still addicted to the willow shadow like drawing, a heart often quivers for that jade green metre in verse.
 
The osiery in summer is more interesting. Remembering having a summer holiday as a child, so long as the adults field, little partners wove and became and disguised caps with green willow one, hide, in osiery, treat osiery as battle field, enable the rural scenery make and liven up and nervous. We imagine and intention extremely to the limit, deduce out excellent fight stories. Every place of the village, give birth to a multitude of heroes; The leaf bottom of end of the branch, crisis-ridden; Who keep calm, expose, come from shape is can cold to hit with gun enemy immediately. That " "  Shots produce since lips small that is ruddy of two slices,seem extremely clear and melodious and moving. And as it always goes, "  The rifle " ,It is just that tender and lovely a small and exquisite a kind of gesticulation which means the palm symbolizes, so " fight " like the willow buddings There is no bloody and terror definitely. If someone removes and disguises caps to leave the covered place, that proves he has already " died a hero's death " . Worshipped heroes limitlessly as a child, devotion was indomitable, even if the companions all sacrificed one's life bravely, so long as still have a person and a rifle left, the war would not be concluded. Certainly, who is " hit by a bullet" at first ,Who is the idiot, must serve as the Japanese devil hated in the next fight by people; Who insists on the end, who is the hero, will become the commander of Eighth Route Army who the people loved indisputably. Pass several times "  Fight desperately with a weapon "  ,Or see it has been already late, or see the smoke from kitchen chimneys fly away, the osiery and involution is peaceful. At this moment no matter the persons who are given birth to of the vanquished of the victor the dead, will avoid the sight that adults blame, step on, break to pieces one place the setting sun, withdraw troops, answer camp silently, spread the homework out, hold the books, assume a diligent and eager to learn knowledge look. And those cherish the fierce defeated general strongly, long for another day for fight.

While stopping a soldier and fighting too, either the rain is inconvenient on day, or it is scorching, or standing grain needs to dredge up water plants and cuts firewood, demonstrate a peaceful scene in the osiery.

Wait until when returning to school and resuming classes soon, the lotus leaf will prop up the canopy round and round and dance with fine willow branches, the continuous fragrance of overflowing of the lotus, Joan forest infantile convulsion, carries on one's shoulder or back and reflects the willow in the pool, the graceful bearing of the willow township is ampler. The oar sound place, swing in green Yang Ying out the flat boat of several leaves, red green green girls moan the wonderful and graceful and melodious complexion lotus song, blue sky green water, blue and green pieces of green leaves, willow eyes glistening light of waves, lotus the people, tease favor think particularly. Or there are carps to jump the wave, goose's duck, paddle, gull's egret's bright wing, white sail arrive at a distance, interweave but the peculiar ambience of the South into smooth people's joyous color of water and appear. This is a unique elegant view of willow township, and the strict graceful bearing romantic charm of generation definitely of Chuo which can't be duplicated and imitated in any other places.
 
At this time, war years have already passed by, little partners' interest has not been in the osiery yet, but the figure which is up to the girls like the colored butterfly drifts into the willow pool lotus pool. Plucking the water chestnut and picking a light often a carelessness of girls that sings of lotus ditty, the naughty hands that will be being stretched out by the gunnel of ship are being dragged into the mire, " attack Tong "  A sound of water is loud, song breaks sometimes, the laugh rises from all around. If boy and drowning girl stretching out one's hand have no friendship, must be cursed roundly at once by one; If that girl likes that boy, must retreat on the bank, roll over a wicker, pursue and attack grinningly. Though I am not used to getting a trashing and scolding, only watch the fighting from the ramparts, the one that conciliated me excitingly truly on errant day is lonely that. Wait until the South shake fall, osiery yellow leaf full, and sweet potato familiar with, fallen leaf that become kind material to cook over a slow fire sweet potato. The partners smooth out a pile of dead leaves, steal several sweet potatoes, begin the picnic in childhood silently. Though we know that fire the fire on the vacant lot, still let the adults worry incomparably, I'm afraid a carelessness burns and fires the osiery, so often chased by the adult. My father is more severe than others, if I participate in the similar activity, must be punished by beating. But he hits him, I play with me, the pain of getting a trashing can not block the enticement picnicking after all.

In snowy day, the partners will all wear the cap, go to the village simultaneously, step on Joan's tranquility of the forest of the broken cajaput with the rain shoes, see the willow of snow, pile snowmans, have a snowball fight, have that age can tell you some snow legend for day alsoing a little bigger, everybody is crazy and bantering there, smile piece constantly fine. Laugh that pass through space-time, until the fact that I grow to manhood, until the fact that I leave so garden, say good-bye to three Hunan 4 ink, drift year in year out in the towns and villages all over the country until I gallop along on horseback, still reverberate by my ear. Over the past a lot of years, remember the fellow countrymen that cultivated earnestly on the yellow land once seeing Hunan sons and younger brothers me deep and clearly; I remember the willow conditions and customs of north native place of Hunan to hear the clear musical sound of sound of Hunan. I love homeland, me for loving willows. Gentle beautiful graceful fine willow branches that involve I pass by childhood and teenager, drift time homesick feelings to conciliate me.


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